Saturday, February 11, 2012

my thoughts on Jin Akanishi and Kuroki Meisa's marriage

first and foremost, i've been a jin fan for 5yrs now. and with that span of years i cannot say i don't know jin at all except his very, very private life. with that five years i've come to witnessed every decision he has made. And with that every decision he was sure about it and most importantly he was very happy. nothing beats happiness inspite of the decisions you have made.


and now, this very BIG and SHOCKING decision he has again made left me out of words. i was not mad, sad nor disappointed. if i can remember very well i ship the two of them way back 2009??? and the only fan fiction i was ever to finish reading was about jin/meisa fanfic. i was at that moment thinking what if these two were a couple? they suit perfectly each other. they should date.


and now, 2012 has come. it all started with a rumor of them going out and were very much public that was first denied by JE stating that they were just friends and so i said "i hope it's true. ive been waiting for this rumor to come." and then later that day a paparazzi pic spread out proving there is something between the two. and for a moment, it quite down and after two weeks a big news came out stating that they're going to marry and meisa's 2mos pregnant and then suddenly it was confirmed. but the most shocking part was that they've been married last february 2. and reading the fax paper stating a bit of the marriage brought more blank expression to the fans. Jin has been wanting to get married and have kids. i quite predicted it that he's gonna marry before turning 30 and so i was right. It all came true. hayai desu ne.


and after days of being married, he's gonna go back to US to rehearse and finalize his tour. and seeing his video at the airport makes me realize "HE IS INDEED VERY VERY VERY HAPPY" with the decisions he has made and left me thinking and proving he is a man of his words and a true person. no lies, no secrets, no pretension just basically being true to himself.


my stand on their marriage is that I am very much happy with his decision and i wish them a happy, blissful and fruitful married life.
seeing you smiling at the airport was very different from your usual smile. IT IS A SMILE OF PURE HAPPINESS. AN ETERNAL HAPPINESS.


congrats on your marriage! <3 <3


a fan is a fan at heart and not because he is single. :))


sore ja. happy weekend everyone.~

Friday, February 3, 2012

TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((



but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((


i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.





thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.
have a smile :)



TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((



but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((


i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.





thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.
have a smile :)