TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((

but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((

i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.

thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.

have a smile :)

TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((

but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((

i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.

thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.

have a smile :)

new hair day

actually i had cut my hair last, last week. as i have only the time now to be in the mood of writing so i'll make it pretty quick and short.

i only had it cut some of it and the new hair i am referring to is that im back to curls. YES CURLS!!! :) :(. i really don't know what to feel. I am not sad nor happy just that it's not something new. i already had tried curling my hair before and i got tired of it so i decided to cut it after 5 months. now, im thinking maybe this coming summer i will again cut it, this time SHORTLY. i want it to look like a man's hair cut. like really, really short. and now im even more prepared to do it. Im excited. wiiii`

#itsmorefuninthePhilippines

As the title says "it is more fun in the Philippines". I love my country there's a lot of things to choose from, it might not be one of the best or developing country but i still prefer to live here. but if given a chance to work outside Philippines then i might actually grab the opportunity. the thing i like about here are the people. there is no other country i think that could still smile genuinely after a big incident just by seeing his/her idol. that's how crazy people are.

back to the title i actually find it catchy. at first you would say its lame but after hearing it all over again you kind of get used to it. i should love my country, i should love what i have and i should be proud of it. there's a lot to discover, there's a lot to conserve and there's a lot to love about Philippines.

Philippines might still be finding its fame and popularity but i can say they're moving a slow pace but seeing a great future ahead. i wanna be in this industry, the Tourism industry because I wanna find the other part of the country that I can truly prove to them that IT IS MORE FUN IN THE PHILIPPINES.

FUN as in :) :) :)

Manila (sweeter the second time around)

Actually, Ive been in Manila twice. At first i don't have that good impression because what you see in television is not shockingly different. it's all the same. But the second time I visit was kind of different and more lively maybe because the whole family was there. The main purpose of visiting again was to attend a wedding so my papa has to come with us. Luckily, we have a good week pending some time visiting the famous places not only an artist or a celeb goes but all the places we could visit and afford.

One thing I could not stand when im in Manila is the super heavy traffic. really can't stand it. So we have to be early when we have something to do and we don't wanna be stuck in the traffic. I don't love the taxi driver's there. they are such an idiot. really i was pissed off.


But Manila has everything, the money, the fame, the center attraction but i can still deny tha Manila is the Capital City so the big transactions are all there.


In the end I still find Cebu one the best when it comes to attraction and people. I <3 CEBU. And im proud to be Cebuana. :)

Rainy Night

If Steve Carell and Tina Fey has a Date Night, well, I'm having my rainy night. I'm not really enjoying rainy season because it's a burden but i can't help it if it is actually a rainy night 'cause somehow it helps me fell asleep. I can't help it. But have you actually felt having goosebumps at a rainy day? It's weird right, but I have actually felt it and I kinda like it. It gives me a feeling of solidarity but not really the "lonely thingy". IT'S LIFE! I feel alive.

and now the rain has stopped and i feel kind of relief, isn't a bit tricky and confusing? maybe because it reminds me that tomorrow is just another day and i don't wanna go to school, i feel too odd and problematic. I don't know what's happening with me, I don't even know if it's me or just some weird hormones of mine. All I know is I WANNA BE HAPPY, AGAIN!!!!

IM BACK! Always B.A.C.K.!!!

So now im back again, to this blogging world i do not live in. But I will try my very best to keep it updated even if no one is reading it except my self of course. I just want to see how good I am now for the past years..


Well nothing much had happen I am just living life freely trying to coop up with things I'm having a hard time finding the answer. I've been trying to reignite myself again if I am using the correct word. I'm trying to get back on myself. So my point is I want to forget what had happen because it happens and I cannot do something the same AGAIN.



Regarding my fandom, a lot of things had happen also and i won't enumerate everything because it will give me a couple of days to reiterate everything because it is such a complicated world of fandom. What's important is that everybody has moved on. AGAIN, IT HAPPENS!



The next time I'll post here I'll make it sure it is something everybody can relate to. As i don't know what to write for my comeback. But I won't update everyday as I AM A VERY BUSY PERSON. I'll try to post pics that if I have my personal gadget with me so it will be easier. :)


So, that's it. ^_^

Have a great day!



P.S. Live your life.