sorry I'm a BAD BOY ♫ ♫

I don't know how to start my mini ranting of what actually happened before and after the concert. Maybe imma write the important ones only or the highlight of our adventure (I was with my good friend slash co-fangirl Mars at that time)

So, before anything else, if I am not mistaken all fangirls thought the same thing that the concert was actually unexpected because fans were voting really hard for our country to be included on the alive tour (except me since I was not on Bigbang mode at that time so I did not care at all..hahaha). and then Mars told me Philippines got in on the league tour and she was happy, and I'm not because the thought that tickets will gonna be pricey first came on my mind. (I'm super "tihik" in our own language) and everyone on facebook keep posting on how Philippines is included and how excite they are, happy, saving and fangirling. A month later, Mars told me that tickets will be sold on early June or July? I'm not quite sure and then all I know Mars already bought the ticket for 6000k++++ *_*. yeah, so pricey!!!

Then everyone kept quiet because I know they already bought the ticket, planned everything on what to do before/on the concert, while I'm keeping myself distracted and busy with training just not to think about it. And, one lazy afternoon, I browse youtube suddenly i was on bigbang mode listening to Bad boy and That XX. yes, two songs I keep on playing on that time. Two songs that got me hooked and one song (Bad Boy) then let's me decide that I SHOULD GO TO THE CONCERT AS IT IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY besides the fact that they are my K-pop bias. Take note it was late September when I decided that I should go. Well, the thought that tickets will not be good at that time already sinked in my mind,  I SHOULD ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AM TOO LATE. Yes, toooooooo late. But since i am stupid and all I was thinking is TO SEE THEM NOT UP CLOSE BUT PERSONAL AND WILL PERFORM LIVE AND I CAN ACTUALLY HEAR THEIR RAW VOICES urges me to still buy a ticket. After a day of deciding that I will go, I hurriedly went to SM Cinema to buy the ticket.

*the ever precious ticket though it's not really a good view the thought that i can still see them is fine with me*

After buying the ticket I told Mars that I bought it and since I don't wanna be a loner, fangirl-ing all by myself I txted Mars on her flight schedules going back&forth so that I have company with me to flail even before the concert. you know, who you can talk to on your excitement, on your expectation and your craziness. yeah, that's how basically crazy fangirl acts. The perks of being a fangirl. hahahahahaha

Then, everything's set, we fly off on a 825 morning flight and have to meet Mars sister, ate Van once we get to the airport. Since the venue for the concert is just a walking distance to Mall of Asia we spent entirely our time window shopping and buying pasalubongs for our love ones. hahaha. After knowing that Uniqlo's now available in MOA I promise to myself once I get back again in Manila I have to visit the store and buy one of their items, and yes, I did keep my promise. I eventually bought all my paslaubongs there. It's quite pricey but quality-wise, it's good, very comfy and easy to wear. 

*UNIQLO, i super duper love this brand. been waiting for this to come to the Philippines (ofcourse Cebu also) the fact also that Akanishi Jin's wife is major endorser of this brand and im such a huge supporter of the couple, martyr lang!!! hahaha)

When we went to the concert venue we saw numbers of VIPs waiting on the area, bringing and buying some goodies, fashionable VIPs  with a crown design headband. After seeing that we searched and searched and asked couple of VIPs on where they bought the headbands but sadly, we did not find the seller. Me being "tihik" i don't wanna spend that much for a headband, but me being crazy and just to prove that I am indeed a VIP I still bought a 300 peso HEADBAND? Really???? but it was actually cute and good. here: 

*the ever pricey headband but it does look cute, right? Mars also with her very pricey light stick but it shines so birght so no worry, we actually planned to buy the crownstick but it wayyyyyy pricey so NO, NO*  ^_^

The good thing was that, we bought the reserved seating ticket so we don't have to fall in line that early, and we can still have the time to roam around the area. 

So, before going into details on the actual concert, i have to stop here and finish it maybe after an hour. I come up with a BAD BOY title because as i have mentioned earlier it is that performance of Bad Boy that got me in this beautiful adventure and wonderful experience. Maybe, you'll say there's nothing really special about that song but it is not only that song that I am talking about but also the performance. It's just full of SWAG. Not to mention Bigbang's been quoted as the BAD BOYs of K-pop. *But Haru Haru still means a lot to me*

So, maybe you'll wonder what performance was that, here I'll show you, and tell me if I'm wrong. :))

Let's end it here before I totally feel nostalgic again of what was I was feeling at the concert. Because it was CRAY CRAY!!!!! 

Ja! :)

the last time

the title does not mean anything. i just want to post something new on this blog since i had my last post on February? now im not so sure about it. the thing is, im really, really lazy to post sensible topic or any related stuff to may fandom or to my real life. maybe it takes, a few or more push for me to actually post something that is "readable" AND FUN.



March, April, May, June, July, and August, these months have been so pretty normal for me. but the middle of the year i got pretty busy with my OJT and now, yes now, finally im done with it. and the real pressure now comes in. i have to make the portfolio for the final requirements, need to update my self for the latest school activities and lastly, need to compose myself with the pressure im having.



i hope i got pass through it and after i could do whatever i like, go wherever i want and just be free.



END of STORY. :))

my thoughts on Jin Akanishi and Kuroki Meisa's marriage

first and foremost, i've been a jin fan for 5yrs now. and with that span of years i cannot say i don't know jin at all except his very, very private life. with that five years i've come to witnessed every decision he has made. And with that every decision he was sure about it and most importantly he was very happy. nothing beats happiness inspite of the decisions you have made.


and now, this very BIG and SHOCKING decision he has again made left me out of words. i was not mad, sad nor disappointed. if i can remember very well i ship the two of them way back 2009??? and the only fan fiction i was ever to finish reading was about jin/meisa fanfic. i was at that moment thinking what if these two were a couple? they suit perfectly each other. they should date.


and now, 2012 has come. it all started with a rumor of them going out and were very much public that was first denied by JE stating that they were just friends and so i said "i hope it's true. ive been waiting for this rumor to come." and then later that day a paparazzi pic spread out proving there is something between the two. and for a moment, it quite down and after two weeks a big news came out stating that they're going to marry and meisa's 2mos pregnant and then suddenly it was confirmed. but the most shocking part was that they've been married last february 2. and reading the fax paper stating a bit of the marriage brought more blank expression to the fans. Jin has been wanting to get married and have kids. i quite predicted it that he's gonna marry before turning 30 and so i was right. It all came true. hayai desu ne.


and after days of being married, he's gonna go back to US to rehearse and finalize his tour. and seeing his video at the airport makes me realize "HE IS INDEED VERY VERY VERY HAPPY" with the decisions he has made and left me thinking and proving he is a man of his words and a true person. no lies, no secrets, no pretension just basically being true to himself.


my stand on their marriage is that I am very much happy with his decision and i wish them a happy, blissful and fruitful married life.
seeing you smiling at the airport was very different from your usual smile. IT IS A SMILE OF PURE HAPPINESS. AN ETERNAL HAPPINESS.


congrats on your marriage! <3 <3


a fan is a fan at heart and not because he is single. :))


sore ja. happy weekend everyone.~

TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((

but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((

i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.

thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.

have a smile :)

TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((

but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((

i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.

thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.

have a smile :)

new hair day

actually i had cut my hair last, last week. as i have only the time now to be in the mood of writing so i'll make it pretty quick and short.

i only had it cut some of it and the new hair i am referring to is that im back to curls. YES CURLS!!! :) :(. i really don't know what to feel. I am not sad nor happy just that it's not something new. i already had tried curling my hair before and i got tired of it so i decided to cut it after 5 months. now, im thinking maybe this coming summer i will again cut it, this time SHORTLY. i want it to look like a man's hair cut. like really, really short. and now im even more prepared to do it. Im excited. wiiii`

#itsmorefuninthePhilippines

As the title says "it is more fun in the Philippines". I love my country there's a lot of things to choose from, it might not be one of the best or developing country but i still prefer to live here. but if given a chance to work outside Philippines then i might actually grab the opportunity. the thing i like about here are the people. there is no other country i think that could still smile genuinely after a big incident just by seeing his/her idol. that's how crazy people are.

back to the title i actually find it catchy. at first you would say its lame but after hearing it all over again you kind of get used to it. i should love my country, i should love what i have and i should be proud of it. there's a lot to discover, there's a lot to conserve and there's a lot to love about Philippines.

Philippines might still be finding its fame and popularity but i can say they're moving a slow pace but seeing a great future ahead. i wanna be in this industry, the Tourism industry because I wanna find the other part of the country that I can truly prove to them that IT IS MORE FUN IN THE PHILIPPINES.

FUN as in :) :) :)