my thoughts on Jin Akanishi and Kuroki Meisa's marriage

first and foremost, i've been a jin fan for 5yrs now. and with that span of years i cannot say i don't know jin at all except his very, very private life. with that five years i've come to witnessed every decision he has made. And with that every decision he was sure about it and most importantly he was very happy. nothing beats happiness inspite of the decisions you have made.


and now, this very BIG and SHOCKING decision he has again made left me out of words. i was not mad, sad nor disappointed. if i can remember very well i ship the two of them way back 2009??? and the only fan fiction i was ever to finish reading was about jin/meisa fanfic. i was at that moment thinking what if these two were a couple? they suit perfectly each other. they should date.


and now, 2012 has come. it all started with a rumor of them going out and were very much public that was first denied by JE stating that they were just friends and so i said "i hope it's true. ive been waiting for this rumor to come." and then later that day a paparazzi pic spread out proving there is something between the two. and for a moment, it quite down and after two weeks a big news came out stating that they're going to marry and meisa's 2mos pregnant and then suddenly it was confirmed. but the most shocking part was that they've been married last february 2. and reading the fax paper stating a bit of the marriage brought more blank expression to the fans. Jin has been wanting to get married and have kids. i quite predicted it that he's gonna marry before turning 30 and so i was right. It all came true. hayai desu ne.


and after days of being married, he's gonna go back to US to rehearse and finalize his tour. and seeing his video at the airport makes me realize "HE IS INDEED VERY VERY VERY HAPPY" with the decisions he has made and left me thinking and proving he is a man of his words and a true person. no lies, no secrets, no pretension just basically being true to himself.


my stand on their marriage is that I am very much happy with his decision and i wish them a happy, blissful and fruitful married life.
seeing you smiling at the airport was very different from your usual smile. IT IS A SMILE OF PURE HAPPINESS. AN ETERNAL HAPPINESS.


congrats on your marriage! <3 <3


a fan is a fan at heart and not because he is single. :))


sore ja. happy weekend everyone.~

TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((

but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((

i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.

thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.

have a smile :)

TGIF

thank God it's friday and lesson learned for today do not get ever jealous of anything for you are unique on your own way. but i can't blame anyone but my self for being ridiculously envious of a person i can't be. im a dreamer but not a believer how can i possibly survive life when i can't even understand my self. :((

but i should never get destructed of small things for my birthday is coming. yey! february month it is. but what should i do on my birthday? im nearly on my 20's and i can't just accept the fact that im not teen anymore. :(( i haven't grown up that much and i wanna do a lot of things, i wanna be like others but i cannot be like others. so sad!!!! :((

i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna write, i wanna travel, i wanna act, i wanna dress fashionably, i wanna get taller, i wanna play, i wanna eat and i want more, more and more. period.

thanks for today Lord God. tomorrow is yet another day to live by and be happy.

have a smile :)

new hair day

actually i had cut my hair last, last week. as i have only the time now to be in the mood of writing so i'll make it pretty quick and short.

i only had it cut some of it and the new hair i am referring to is that im back to curls. YES CURLS!!! :) :(. i really don't know what to feel. I am not sad nor happy just that it's not something new. i already had tried curling my hair before and i got tired of it so i decided to cut it after 5 months. now, im thinking maybe this coming summer i will again cut it, this time SHORTLY. i want it to look like a man's hair cut. like really, really short. and now im even more prepared to do it. Im excited. wiiii`

#itsmorefuninthePhilippines

As the title says "it is more fun in the Philippines". I love my country there's a lot of things to choose from, it might not be one of the best or developing country but i still prefer to live here. but if given a chance to work outside Philippines then i might actually grab the opportunity. the thing i like about here are the people. there is no other country i think that could still smile genuinely after a big incident just by seeing his/her idol. that's how crazy people are.

back to the title i actually find it catchy. at first you would say its lame but after hearing it all over again you kind of get used to it. i should love my country, i should love what i have and i should be proud of it. there's a lot to discover, there's a lot to conserve and there's a lot to love about Philippines.

Philippines might still be finding its fame and popularity but i can say they're moving a slow pace but seeing a great future ahead. i wanna be in this industry, the Tourism industry because I wanna find the other part of the country that I can truly prove to them that IT IS MORE FUN IN THE PHILIPPINES.

FUN as in :) :) :)

Manila (sweeter the second time around)

Actually, Ive been in Manila twice. At first i don't have that good impression because what you see in television is not shockingly different. it's all the same. But the second time I visit was kind of different and more lively maybe because the whole family was there. The main purpose of visiting again was to attend a wedding so my papa has to come with us. Luckily, we have a good week pending some time visiting the famous places not only an artist or a celeb goes but all the places we could visit and afford.

One thing I could not stand when im in Manila is the super heavy traffic. really can't stand it. So we have to be early when we have something to do and we don't wanna be stuck in the traffic. I don't love the taxi driver's there. they are such an idiot. really i was pissed off.


But Manila has everything, the money, the fame, the center attraction but i can still deny tha Manila is the Capital City so the big transactions are all there.


In the end I still find Cebu one the best when it comes to attraction and people. I <3 CEBU. And im proud to be Cebuana. :)

Rainy Night

If Steve Carell and Tina Fey has a Date Night, well, I'm having my rainy night. I'm not really enjoying rainy season because it's a burden but i can't help it if it is actually a rainy night 'cause somehow it helps me fell asleep. I can't help it. But have you actually felt having goosebumps at a rainy day? It's weird right, but I have actually felt it and I kinda like it. It gives me a feeling of solidarity but not really the "lonely thingy". IT'S LIFE! I feel alive.

and now the rain has stopped and i feel kind of relief, isn't a bit tricky and confusing? maybe because it reminds me that tomorrow is just another day and i don't wanna go to school, i feel too odd and problematic. I don't know what's happening with me, I don't even know if it's me or just some weird hormones of mine. All I know is I WANNA BE HAPPY, AGAIN!!!!