after a months of long wait im finally back..i think so?

Did anyone miss me? It's been so long right? After a long wait I'm finally back. A lot of things happened when im gone in this blogging world like MJ's death, our former President (Ms. Cory Aquino) just passed away, 2 of the most important people in this world has just find their way to heaven.

Months have been passed I missed being a fan girl, i missed drooling over shallow things and being crazy at unimaginable experiences. I missed my co-fan girls, talking about idle stuff and wanting them to be our future husband,crazy isn't it? But it's what makes us happy. Now to rate where is my status it lowered down from 10 to 4, yes, I've been missing a lot of updates right now, can someone please help me?

ok, stop this crazy thing i am right now..being in school maybe is one good reason why I've been missing a lot but i always makes time for me to drool on crazy things...hehehe

why do people tend to change? or change?

after all we won the game! yatta!

so i won't write much since I'm effin tired right now. My voice is tired, my body and feet is tired but no regrets it paid all the shouting and jumping and talking back to our enemies. It was hella a damn game, I mean 3 overtimes???? WTH? We are pretty much worried every time the seconds dropped because for me every count on the time is very important especially in a game. Everything can happen in a 1 second so i am worried. but all is well now,because, WE WON THE GAME!!!!!!!! YAY!! Im so happy and proud for my cousin's. When it comes to basketball (not to boast off) we are inevitable, i mean we won't let anyone who'll step at us just like a dust. We are different. We'll gonna fight until the end because we are the champion. wahahahahahahahah...

Anyways, i have to recover my voice since i am suffering from a sever cough..totally severe!!! but,but,but it's not a swine flu..im telling you it is not, so nothing to worry.You can still talk and touch to me. To summarize it all it was so much fun and i am expecting more happenings for the upcoming games. I am praying for my cousin's team that everything will go safely and they should be careful, that's very important. Because we cannot really say that basketball is just a game but in a game there are a lot of good/bad situations that may lead to *knocks on wood* injury and stuff. So maybe i'll end here and i'll take a rest first. My health is more important. Sore ja!

oyasumi!'
God Bless!
Ciao!

I'm back!!!

finally im back form the living dead..for almost a month of having trouble with page load error i finally have the answer to that problem...
so yes, finally im back..im back to blogging and im back to fangirl..yay!..did anyone miss me? i think no one..right?..no one even did commented on any of my post..hehehe...so i'll update everything until i have the strength because seriously i just got home from scholl..this damn school i am attending..i have to fall in a soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long line! but anyways thank you to the people who helped me..finally i have done it al.. and im finish! THANK GOD!!!!!

lucky number to unlucky number?

maybe you don't have any idea what i am talking about but i assure you have an idea what's the luvky and the unlucky number right?

so the lucky number is 7 and the unlucky number is 13..why? what's the connection with me? it's been discussed in other forum about the expanding of KAT-TUN's 7 DAYS CONCERT IN TOKYO DOME to 13 days...i was like woooooooo! when i read it.

johnny is not crazy right? 13 days is sooo much but with KT i think and i do not think they could endure it but there is a possibility...they had 4 days straight con before so why not 8 straight con in tokyo dome?
quiet confusing right? the 8 days straight con is in tokyo dome..the other 3 concert w/c will make it to 11 days con will be in another day..i forgot the exact schedule..and the other 2 days con is in Osaka (i also forgot the exact date)..if they ever passed the 13 days con then KAT-TUN is superb! very...very superb!..

but in other point im still happy for them..they've been gaining a lot of attention for this year..and now they're having a new album..mah..mah.. Johnny-san i don't have money anymore...you've been stripping our pocket...huhuhuhuhu..can't you even took notice of the recession?..hahai!...

ok..so i'll only pray that everything will be ok..i heard they extended the con because the tickets were sold out even the album were sold out w/o even releasing the official title...(that's incredible,right?)..wahhh...KAT-TUN is really something..sugoi!

ja!
i'll end up here...
my back is hurting..hehehe

My BB item has just arrived..

well i've been busy, no it should be i've been tired and lame to do blogging but i'll try...

so i'll just sharew what had happened yesterday...

yesterday my BIGBANG item had just arrived and i was so happy that i cannot express how happy i am..really i am!...i didn't expect that there would be a photobook and a postcard on it...mah,mah,mah BB item are just toooooooooooo cool so when u buy BB item you'll surely be happy and it's worth the money you pay for...

because of excitement i went to my room and play the dvd..it's very nice though not that nice but still it'll make you fired up and wish that you were there..one of my fave. performance was the LIE perf. w/c then composed by GD..(mah, GD is really something)...he says thanx to the fans for supporting BB and with LIE song they made it to charts and made some accomplishments and awards..they've been praising GD for a wonderful composition he has made...

some of the best part in the con was the VIP,lie,fool,lalala perf and so many more...i just can't stop giggling when they are performing..they seems so american..hehhe..they don't act like any other kpop group which surely made them to have more fans...i love their sense of music and fashion...they're one of the best (but my heart still flails for KAT-TUN, they are my life and my reason for being!naks!)

next time i'll surely buy the KAT-TUN Queen of Pirates DVD..because it would be a different atmosphere seeing your fandom..they are my fandom so i'll take more bias on them because KAT-TUN is hard to BEAT! they've been topping the charts for ages now..and fans who did went to their previous concerts even said that "it was hella amazing".."one of a kind"...

i'll work hard for it just to buy KAT-TUN stuff...definitely..HONTOU ne..buy it!

ja!
PEACEFUL DAYS!
yakosuko!

yay! wall climbing..

today's activity : wall climbing!

today's activity was sooooooooooooo much fun! Though a bit tired..who would not get exhausted doing wall climbing, right? and not doing warm up first?..that's ridiculous and that's us! but after all it was so much fun..it's worth the money atche treated us...and we only did not do wall climbing but for a minute we became like a star? a local talk show was there to like learn more about wall climbing and luckily we were there so they asked us to be interviewed and that's not a problem for us especially it's about exposure..go for the exposure!..hehe

so maybe i would just stop here..im tired and my mind is empty..i don't know what to say..maybe i'll update tomorrow!..hehe

ja!
God bless!

at last..it's finally over..

maybe you don't have any idea what's finally over..it's not the school year but definitely the finals in P.E...thank God i was able to have the strength after all the practices..i thought i would have fainted but HE did guide me...now, im tired and tired..i can't easily move my body but still it paid off and im happy for it..we are all happy for it.

next, i just saw the Non-no mag scans of jin and it was freaking HOT! i sooooooooooo love it! everything! but there is one pix that caught my attention and it was this pix..



i love his legs there...better than mine!..and the anklet..i have one also..we matched with each other..wahahah

there's a lot more i want to talk but since i man tired and don't have much strength to type i'll probably stop here and be back for more updates tomorrow!

Ja guys!
got to go!
kiotsukete!
oyasumi!
God bless!

i just hate everything..

you know what it feels when at first your starting your say great and then at all times suddenly being crashed by some people you do not want to hurt but because they don't understand they sometimes argue with you?
i just hate it..
i was smiling and then they intrude my happiness...argh!

ok.ok.so much about those kind of stuffs..it just makes me more stress and they aren't my priority..
but anyways i don't want to lose a minute of happpiness in my life so i'll make it happy and joyful..tomorrow we don't have class so im very happy..and school is about to end that's double happiness for me..yatta!

but im gonna miss my friends 'cause im gonna be traveling in a different world..a world where i'll meet the destined one for me and the reason for my risks...i don't want to cry (ALONE,'cause someone will rescue me)... here i ma again bringing up my KAT-TUN fandom but that's me...the reason for my existence and i thank HIM for a wonderful creation he had made to satisfy one's happiness...

so im gonna go and sleep..im really tired for almost whole day practice that killed my bones..im not even a cheerdancer but they made me one of them..but im very proud anyway because i was able to lift a gurl who's not easy to carry on but because i am strong so i was able to do so..hehhe...

thans to HIM for a wonderful day..
may GOD BLESS US ALL!
ja!
im gonna rest!
ja!
kiotsukete!

been relaxing yet busy..

ok..so i have only 2 days to relax,no, it should only be 1 day since yesterday i have this practice for our P.E. and after that went to watched "You changed my life" and it was good and "kilig" because of Sarah and Lloydie..after those oh-so-wonderful-time I'm back to being a student doing my projects and assignments and stuffs and im ugly stress right now. Im scared because our Chem. Teacher told us that all the illnesses that we get is from stress so better lessen doing so much because it would give me skin aging and will look like some kind of in her 40's...no! i don't want that..i need to keep my face fresh and healthy thoough i have this "dirty face" right now..hahahahaa...

but anyways I'm still loving KAT-TUN despite the fact that "my love" Akanishi Jin has more great skin than my skin..he's skin is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than any girls..i could tell! if you want some proof better watch his Oxy CM with koki. He has such a nice,well define face and jaw line..I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOVE HIS JAW LINE....and ofcourse before i forgot his so melting smile..

ok..so im off right now, i still have class tomorrow at 830am..and an departmental exam in english..GOD BLESS to me and to all of us!!!!!!
GANBATTE!
with the KAT-TUN power!
ja!

TGIF..

Thank God it's Friday..and i do always thank God because tomorrow i can rest before the stress week for us students come. There's nothing really exciting happened this day just that we broke what we just planned. It was still better because i don't have the money at this moment to spend much..

right now i am watching again rescue PV and the making. I just could not resist not to watch it. I soooooooooooooooo love everything about this video that is why i am having a disease right now..a RESCUE disease..wahahaha..it's very rare and you can find it mostly in Japan because a lot of fangirls there do catch that kind of disease..

ok im tired right now so i don't take it too long..im not in the mood..
ja!
God bless!

what a tiring day it was..

ok..ok eventhough it was a tiring day it paid off nman..why?

first and foremost..KAT-TUN was topping the oricon chart again and again and i am praying it would still be in the upcoming days, months and years for KAT-TUN..am like for me they are the best group, showing everyone that even though they are not the best, they are not known worldwide they would still make the greatest and best hits and songs for their fans to be satisfied and happy..i think what made KAT-TUN gain a lot of fans probably because of being who they are..because after all the issue been thrown to them affected or unaffected they would still continue, not being harmed by the issues that don't show strong evidences..i think my advice for those who keeps putting KAT-TUN down would be "we are all created human equally and there's no such perfect human creation" temptations and everywhere and "BOYS will always be BOYS"..ok? ok?..hehehe..i can feel the adrenaline moving through my veins so better shut up now!

ok..ok back to the title of my blog..i am TIRED period! after all the dancing thingy in our PE and all the bone breaking moments during our leisure time surely it would give me a pain breaking muscle that will end up to paralism..joke! i hope it would not..just maybe bruises on my body..but after all i enjoyed my day because i would rather smile everyday than looses a minute of my happiness.. char!!!..

so gotta go now..i'll update later if im in the mood..hehehe
ja!
God bless us all!
everything happens for a reason..hehe
Ganbatte to all fo us..heheh
ja!

tired..tired..and tired

it's 12 midnight here in our place and obviously i haven't went to sleep i would probably wake up late tomorrow...my class is 730am..and i hate that time..so early..i need to sleep more but luckily i have a lot of vacant time so i can sleep in my leisure time..

right now im in the state of breaking down, my eyes are blurring and about to close but i still need to study for my exam tomorrow yet i know i can do it just need BELIEVE and FAITH..yayks! drama!.

so that's it i need to go now and i'll update tomorrow..ja matta!

hehehr

my first day blogging..

basically i am a looser..my first night having my own blog..in this site i will "try" to update my everyday and toxic life..it's nothing special but somehow you will eventually know me for who and what i am though im not that accurate in making blogs but i will try, there's nothing wrong about trying..as what they say "try and try unti you die"..am i right? hehe..so i was just joking it's about "try and try until you succeed"...heheeh

for today i'm still figuring out what's something in RESCUE pv of KAT-TUN that ill-fated a lot of fangirls..most of us if you'll ask them what can we say about RESCUE PV we would surely say "hmmmmmmmmm" and that's it because we have nothing to say. The PV straightly says that it was speechless..sorry for being too exaggerated but i think that's what really i felt..sorry for those who can't relate and out of the world about what im saying here but i am featuring most of my updates about KAT-TUN..hehehe


so be sure to be ready..

well i have to go FINALS is coming..ja!
ganbatte to all of us!..